She who has been: worrying

..because nothing is happening.

Honestly, speaking I don't  find myself accomplished and I don't think I'm accomplishing anything.

I  had my most awaited rest last week but why happened? Almost nothing.
I took a lot of time planning. Yeah, that's it planning and more planning.

What did I missed?
Where am I?

I don't know what my goal is.
I don't even know what my wants are.
It's scaring me to the hilt.

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she who has been: receiving

... emails from people she doesn't know. 

hmmm let's see. 

Few months ago, I think it was sometime in summer, when I was looking surfing the net and looking for people who would want to "add me" and let  me to join them in their out-of-town trips I saw this site: meetup.com. I got curious so I signed up and of course I joined to groups that I think were trustworthy, meaningful and near to my place. 

Each group has themes depending on each member's interest. You can join in as many groups as you wanted to as long as you can keep. I haven't been in any meet ups since I'm so freaking busy but early this month I received "personal" invitation from Shayla who was in the process of building an active group. Her message goes like this: 

shyla sent you this message from Manila Psychoanalysis Meetup 
Group on Meetup:
 
"Hi ms. she who has been (wondering?) :)
 
 I'm organizing a circle of friends, basically to have a group support. Whatever your interest may be, you might find a group here.  Most of my friends are not members of this website, but are coming to our meetups. You might be interested to come too. :)
 
If you have the capability of being a friend, it is already a 
form of support to all of us. At the same time, if you know 
anyone who has the need for social, business, spiritual group, 
don't hesitate to ask them to join. That way, we will meet more 
people to support each other’s endeavor, such as forums, 
travels, dining, business, hobbies, etc.
 
You might also want to speak in our meetups, please feel free! 
I would be pleased if you'd join...
 
Thanks and blessings,
shy"
 
 

 I answered of course, and  here what she wrote on her second  email:

" haha, so how do we call you, just wondering lady?

dont forget to leave me your contact number, and if you have the time, add us up at http://www.meetup.com/TheInternationalSupportSystemGroup/

there's a major meetup on the 23rd. but we might have early meetup, just so everyone meets everyone over coffee chat. everybody's stranger to each other, it must be exciting to have new circle.

kindest regards,

shy

 ''

 So, we set the date and place then we are on.
I'm thinking of bringing Rara since she's the only I can pull from her seat.

Anyways,  there's more to come.


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