She who has been: worrying

..because nothing is happening.

Honestly, speaking I don't  find myself accomplished and I don't think I'm accomplishing anything.

I  had my most awaited rest last week but why happened? Almost nothing.
I took a lot of time planning. Yeah, that's it planning and more planning.

What did I missed?
Where am I?

I don't know what my goal is.
I don't even know what my wants are.
It's scaring me to the hilt.

...closed